I usually do my posts as soon as I wake up, but there was too much commotion today. The hubby hasn't been feeling well so he was mopey. Don't get me wrong, he's absolutely adorable when he's mopey, but it's very distracting and makes it hard to get anything on or off the computer done. Of course then the morning was gone and I had to get on task with everything else I had to do today.
After shopping, cooking, cleaning, running errands, picking a friends dog that we're watching tonight, and hair dying fun (from a box, as I am too pour to go to a salon) I finally get a moment at my computer. The hubby is raiding on WoW, the dogs have been fed, everyone's good to go.
So why am I not writing?
It's only 7:45 pm and everyone is still awake. My mom wants to have a drink with me tonight and the Holy Grail of TV is on tonight. Supernatural. Friday nights and weekends seem to be the hardest times for me to write. There's always something going on. There's always another errand or another chore that wasn't gotten to during the week, plus family togetherness time. Plus, ya know, sometimes you just want to take a break because it's the weekend and have fun.
I managed to finish another short story yesterday, but still no luck on the actual manuscript. I wonder if my muse for that is blatantly ignoring me. It sure as hell seems like it.
Now don't get me wrong. All of the above are simply excuses. One reason or another that I have written today. I could be staring at my manuscript right now trying to pull out that next sentence, dragging it by the ankles kicking and screaming. I could be starting another short story or editing one of the completed works. The truth is right now, I just don't have the energy to think that much.
Writing every day is a good thing, but I feel like if I push it too much I'll burn myself out. No it won't be permanently, but whether it be for a day or a week, I'll look at a blank page in Word or stare at my journal as though it's sprouted horns. I really don't want that to happen.
So, tonight I'm taking a break. That doesn't mean that later in the night when I have a nice buzz going on, and I'm relaxed that I won't open word or pull out my journal. It could very well happen. Just at this moment particular moment I've decided that I'm not going to stress over it. Besides, sometimes taking a break and relaxing will help the ideas flow better.